Without him...

I want to cry so badly right now, the tears are stinging my eyes from the insides like tiny shards of glass, the lump in my throat is like a rock that cannot be swallowed....he's leaving...Strider is leaving on the 1st of May...this kills me, it really does.  Bug and I handled six and five month deployments, are we ready to handle a full year?

A full year without his touch....his kiss... his smile... his voice...his warmth... my heart hurts.


< /RANT >